i'm a wreck, i'm a sleaze

chaosgrrrl @ 2009-08-17T22:16:00

2009-08-18T02:17:19Z

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chaosgrrrl @ 2006-02-22T23:28:00

2006-02-23T04:29:42Z

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chaosgrrrl @ 2005-12-18T22:36:00

2005-12-19T03:47:16Z

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-11-21T14:47:00

2005-11-21T20:49:14Z

me lookin all dangly and drunk last weekend at avalon. i met tommy lee and he gave me a shot of jager.
now i prob have hepatitis.
cool.
♥.

I WANT THESEEEE

2005-10-14T14:37:46Z

i really wish i had a bunch of models and a day just to do their makeup and take pictures of them in these dresses. ughhhh.

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chaosgrrrl @ 2005-10-12T14:20:00

2005-10-12T18:21:31Z

IT IS SO RAINY OUT AND I LOVE PASSIONS. best soap opera. fox is really fucking hot and i want to be his soap opera wife.

mondrian shoes??

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-10-09T01:39:00

2005-10-09T05:40:39Z

hahah. i dont even have time for this anymore. i hate working and going to school but cosmo is good. i have to do this ladys makeup at 9 in the morning. i also hate dedication.
xo
.erin

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-09-04T17:02:00

2005-09-04T21:03:22Z

stupid fucking hurricane
i wish i could give all those ppl
a big hug right now and like
cook them amazing food
and let them sleep in my house

i feel so helpless i fucking hate itttt

hes the second from the right and im the all the way on the left! mad youngins.

2005-08-26T01:48:35Z

july 9 83'
august 25 02'
bobby barthel

hope youre doin okay with
everyone else up there

i love you and miss you
♥
-ee.

nothin else to say.

make them niggas fight WHAT! make them hoez fightt

2005-08-20T07:26:34Z

yeahhhh boredom is whats up
so i saw motley crue
and they were fucking

ill

pictures soooon
nikki sixx is rlly my lifee
anyway im tired because i work too damn much
im getting my extensions again next weekend
trueeee
i have to get up early to try to get a tan at the beach
and go to the city to go shopping
canal st. is the jam

peacee
♥
.erin etc.

AW FUN

2005-08-10T22:49:12Z

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awwwwwwwww

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-08-04T03:38:00

2005-08-04T07:41:08Z

okay so ive had an eventful couple of days.
got into a serious donut fight in the 7-11 parking lot.
ran through school sprinklers at 3 am.
you know the usual.
ANYWAY as you know i work at Glamour Shots
and all the makeup artists have to get their pictures done
for free might i add. and my darlin debbie uploaded some of em for me
heres one for now.
idk i like the other one better but i didnt get it yet whatevsss

but yeahhh i have work tomorrow at 3
geyy.
good nite.
♥.

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-08-01T18:13:00

2005-08-01T22:21:49Z

which ones are cuter and are they worth 200 bones?

thanks lesbos
♥
-me.

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-07-19T20:11:00

2005-07-20T00:12:42Z

how do i go about getting a new lj?
thanks
-stupid.

p.s. thankyou mr officer for shining a flash light on my friends and i naked in a fucking pool.

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-07-16T22:43:00

2005-07-17T02:45:43Z

i cant wait to see this!!!

okay so i did mad food shoppin today
and got like only healthy stuff
you know trying to lose the gut etc.
anyway i get paid in 4 fucking days!
and i cant waittt to spend every penny
on myself ;*
(okay i know that wont happen cause
i owe my sister money and i dont think
that i could be THAT selfish!)
i really like to spend money on myself
and on other people too though
im just a compulsive spender.

i forgot what else i was gonna say
♥.

gretaaa

2005-07-16T18:16:09Z

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chaosgrrrl @ 2005-07-13T17:32:00

2005-07-13T21:35:13Z

so ive had off of work the past few days.
and i saw this on my friends journal and decided to take it

its really true!!!

Your Stress Sources
Feels unappreciated and finds the existing situation threatening. Wants personal recognition and the esteem of others to compensate for the lack of like-minded people with whom to ally herself and make herself more secure. Her sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for her to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and merge with another. This disturbs her as she regards such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome; only by not succumbing to them, she feels, can she withstand the difficulties of the situation. Wants to be valued as a desirable associate and admired for her personal qualities.

Your Existing Situation
Working to improve her image in the eyes of others in order to obtain their compliance and agreement with her needs and wishes.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity but is inclined to be emotionally withdrawn, which prevents her from becoming deeply involved.
Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.

Your Desired Objective
Feels she has been unjustly and undeservedly treated and betrayed in her hopes. Disgruntled and in revolt against her existing circumstance which she considers an affront.

Your Actual Problem
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation, irritation, and acute distress from which she tries to escape by refusing further direct participation. She confines herself to a cautious approach and a concealed determination to get her own way in the end.

Your Actual Problem #2
The unsatisfied desire to be respected, to stand out from amongst her friends, is causing some anxiety. As a result, normal gregariousness is suppressed and she refuses to allow herself to become involved, or to participate with others in their ordinary activities.

THIS IS ALL REALLY FUCKING TRUE AND I DONT KNOW WHY!
take it at colorquiz.com!!
♥
.xo

nicole richie<3

2005-07-12T02:28:50Z

DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT FUCKING BRAND THESE SHADES ARE?!
I HAVE PLENTY OF CLOSEUPS AND STILL CANT FUCKING FIGURE IT OUT

SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASEEE!

pictures post bro

2005-07-08T02:08:52Z

not pictures of myself. pictures of things i want/love/inspire me! duh.
okay so like ive been working my fucking ass off
i work full time at glamour shots which is good in a bad way (i work almost 40 fucking hours a week but anything over 40 hrs is overtime which = 12 bones an hour mang)
my check should be atleast 300 which is good.
i rlly need the money and my dad ISNT paying child support
like fucking usual.
i have like no time to get a tan or go to the gym
but im gonna try to schedule it in because getting a job
losing some weight and getting a major tan were my three MAIN priorities.

anyway ive decided im bleaching my hair out soon
i know i know.
but im naturally blonde and its so much easier
whatever im not explaining myself to anyone
i want it like this :

thats right assholes im a pathetic tool of the american media
i want to be skinny tan rich AND blonde
and if you dont like it you can go fuck yourself
being a stereotypical teenager makes my life THAT much easier
guys will never understand what its like for us girls.

ANYWAY after my extensions get shitty im going to cut it like this :

and all i really want is on a lazy day for my hair to look like this:

and thats enough talk of my future hair plans because like we all know pathetic bitches
like to bite peoples shit (style etc.)

so peace to that and heres a list of stuff i fucking want:

okay i want everything in this picture but primarily the little tiered shirt thing shes wearing.
i secretly love lindsay lohan.

okay i had a lot more stuff on here but then my comp decided to be REALLLLY lame

awww

love these. for real.

okayyy i had a bunch of more stuff on here
buttt my fucking computer sucks and it always fucks my shit up
and my eyes are burning like a bastard so im gonna go watch nick at nite
cause thats what life is all about.

p.s. i made mad dunkins babysittin today. ill shit.
went shoppin like an animal today.
nite niggas.
♥
.xo
erin eliz.

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-06-27T11:55:00

2005-06-27T15:56:06Z

im at work ;]
♥
so easy
loves it

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-06-24T20:13:00

2005-06-25T00:19:04Z

"it's a great day a glamour shots, smithhaven mall - this is erin, are you booking your appointment for today?"

THATS RIGHT BITCHES.
i am now the pround owner
of a job as a makeup artist
at glamour shots.

the people are mad ill
and like i can get crazyyy commision
so im really excited.
ive waited so long for this!

you fucks better come in
and visit me!
im gonna go clean
im so stayin in tonite
and renting sex and the city
like every season.
peace nig.
♥.

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-06-23T15:41:00

2005-06-23T20:43:17Z

omg i want this wig so bad

starting bid is 99c! ughh but they only ship to the UK. fuckkk.
omg i want this wig and those shadessss.
oh well.
yeah ive decided im just gonna bleach my whole head and buy a black wig for those days when i want black hair hahah

im goin to the gym now.
peace nig.
♥.
p.s. so far i made 55 bones doin prom hair and makeup.

chaosgrrrl @ 2005-06-22T21:23:00

2005-06-23T01:26:19Z

SOMEONE PLEASE BUY THESE FOR ME
VINTAGE GUCCI SHADES FROM THE 60'S
I NEED THEMMMM

in other news im doing prom hair and makeup til friday
should make about almost 100 from it
then i start babysitting my moms friend son
who ive known forever and hes rlly good so
i get like 75 bucks for two days a week
and if i work more than that i get extra.
i like how places start calling me back
about job apps from two months ago NOW!
lame bro.

♥ill write you a song
and i hope that you wont mind
because all the names and places
i have taken from your life
so please dont be upset
at this portrait that i paint
it may be a little bias
but atleast i spelt your name right.♥

i love it.

i wanna backseat lover all niteeee

2005-06-14T22:59:22Z

♥.
i dont care.
im so sleeping in his bed one day
and he can read me bed time stories
and since im a girl i wont have to worry.
ohhh michael.

so TOMORROW IS MY LAST FUCKING DAY OF SCHOOL!
and i got my one year certificate of completion in Cosmetology
hell yes bitches. and im doing a lot of prom makeup again this year
so thats gonna be awesome for my developing portfolio.

so yeah ive been to the beach like everydayyy and im already somewhat tan
but hello its pretty hard to get my inner nig to shine through.
i dont tan without burning like ever.

p.s. i joined a gym
gonna pump mad iron
and stuff
and get real jazzy
and tan this summer.
yeah those are my goals

im hungry bye♥.

PROM MAKEUP!

2005-06-07T20:36:05Z

IF ANYONE NEEDS PROM MAKEUP/HAIR GET IN TOUCH WITH ME!!
makeup applications - 15$
hair & makeup - 30$
if you really need someone to do hair and makeup but cant come up with all of the money we can work something out.

you can email me at chaoticconfusion@aol.com
and put the subject as prom or makeup

or IM me - looksthatkillxo

and im certainly NOT about to post my number in here so first get in touch with me somehow.
♥!
-erin e.